Thursday, January 12, 2006
The voice inside my head
Tells me it's not bad.
It tells me to keep going,
It'll be worth it in the end.
If what I'm doing isn't wrong,
If my actions are so right.
Why is it I hate myself?
Why do I cry at night?
Keeping it a secret,
Hiding it so well.
Never speaking out,
Afraid to show and tell.
Climbing slowly out,
Only to fall back in.
No one really understands,
They don't know how hard it's been.
Little comments hurt so much,
They hurt more than you know.
You couldn't possibly understand,
I refuse to let it show.
I have a nasty secret,
I can't tell you what I do.
So I'll keep it a secret,
And someday I'll tell you.
SOMEONE SAVE ME.
