Thursday, June 02, 2005
shall blog abt yesterday. mel came over :) for a sleepover. we had to wait for my aunt and uncle to go home, and they went back like unusually late. hmms. finally we watched some show on mtv, dismissed or sth. the girls were damndamndamn bitchy. haha. and they were so freakin ego. thn we talked and talked till like super late. talked abt lotsa stf, sighs. i miss her tonns. wish she was in pl <3
so this morning went to eastcoast with her, the bicycle shop guy was laughing at my brilliant idea :/ hrmph. it was reallyreally empty, wierdly. thn we walked and walked AND WALKED and we got lost. haha. luckily we saw my grandfather, so he gave us a lift home. talked until she had to go. went to the amc, did weights, i realized tht i am super weak. i couldnt even lift the lightest weights without feeling tired. ohcrap. home. later going out with my family for dinner, then probably watching a movie/ bowling.
i've been thinking abt the mission trip. the more i think abt it, the more i think i made the wrong decision. hopefully, i didnt. i mean i've put in tonns of effort to get this far, and going for the mission trip cld mean tht i am jus going to throw all of tht away. but i suppose god will bless me for taking this step of faith, and i'm going there to spread his word, not to worry abt myself. okay, i think only tania knws wht i'm talking abt :) ask me if you wanna knw! :)
